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Sweety was a sweet, innocent bubbly girl who always hides her emotions and feelings. She was like a coconut hard outside but very soft inside. Life was very normal to her as it was to others till one and half years back. One fine night as she was feeling bored she sat for chatting. Hiiiiiii..came along with big smile. Replying to that was the big mistake she did in her life unaware of future consequences. Hi.. am Varun frm London and reply was am Sweety frm India. That’s it story started…….mailing messaging became their daily routine…both got attached so much that..without seeing each others mail they never started their day. If this routine continued story would have never emergedOne day Varun asked can I call you..? she said yes and then weekends calls started. They used to talk hours together on phone. Distance was never a barrier for them. Both were of same mentality no love in life, no commitments but cupid has something with him in their accounts. Sweety developed love towards him and couldn’t express as she was afraid that with her proposing she may not loose his friendship. Varun got a hint and later he too started feeling the same for her.If both have expressed their feelings story would have been successfully ended but.. on valentines day his friends brought his gift to her house and gave it to her..Varun never saw her as she was her net frend.. that’s it what happened..no one never knew. No mails no phones no messages from Varun. Sweety got tensed she called, she mailed but no response. After 15 days mail came…she was very happy to find his mail in her mail box she opened that’s it..her heart broke…she cried why she didn’t die after reading that. Varun wrote….i never had any feeling for you. You were my best friend. I know you have such feelings for me, so I don’t want to prolong our relation..am a passing cloud.. delete my mails from your folder and from your life….Is deleting so much easy? If shift+del could erase all feelings and emotions then every human on earth will be very happy....asking her to forget him he ended his mail and their relation. She wanted to die.. but..she don’t know life after death but being alive can make him to see Varun photos daily and his mails daily..so she’s still alive..still waiting..still loving. Sweety knew that Varun was always behind beauty of face but not of heart. But she never knew that just for sake of beauty he will forget their beautiful realtion which they shared..is not being beautiful her mistake..?
loving him more than her life is her mistake..?not able to forget him and crying daily hours together is her mistake..?Loving the wrong person is her mistake..?Do anyone have answer for this...? Life must go on...